October 28th, 2004

I have been out of town kaya hindi ako nakapag-update na aking chronicles for almost more than a week. Prior kasi ng Davao Trip, busy kami preparing for solicitations and invits sending. Dumagdag din ang patung-patong na projects sa CompSci at ang Thesis ko.
Actually, hindi escapade ang pinunto ko sampu ng aking mga kasama. We attended a Mindawide Student writers convention. Siyempre sobrang excited sa una. Nakaka-haggard ang 3-hour na biyahe from Tacurong, dagdagan pa ng masikip at mainit na sasakyan. Sa SM Foodcourt ang meeting place.

Dami delegates. 95 delegates from 33 publications mindawide.

I just bought my new FHM issue. Its actually a back issue, a March issue, the one with the SexBomb dancers on its covers. I finished reading almost a quarter of the mag. I love the Reporter and their feature on the five gig sites and street safety measures. At siyempre ung ladies confessions, true storries at bar room jokes.

Hay, napakabilis po talaga ng panahon at ginugugol ko na naman ang mga nalalabing araw upang i-comply ang mga req'ments ko for the finals. At sembreak na naman! Yehey! Hindi na ako gigising ng napaka-aga upang humabol sa napaka-aga kong klase. Naku, wala talaga akong asenso nito kung ganito ang ugali ko!

Sa lagay na ito, mas una ko pang binubuksan ang blog ko kaysa sa aking notes. If only I was that more enthusiastic when it comes to preparing for exams, if only I was only that motivated to pursue my studies in a more dynamic way, I would have qualified for the magna cum laude candidacy. Cum laude lang pala. Nakakuha kasi ako ng 80% sa Theo prof ko. Aaminin kong hindi ako interesado sa theology. Sayang talaga. 85% kasi ang cut-off grade. Wala na akong maipagmamalaki sa aking mga magulang. Hindi tulad noong elementary at high school days ko. Nung graduation, halos hakutin ko lahat ng awards.

Hindi ko na iniisip ang mga awards na 'yan ngayon. Mas mahalaga sa akin ang makatapos at makahanap ng trabahong may P15-000 and up na suweldo (ambisyoso ako noh..hehehe).

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Hey guys! Im really not kinda in myself these days, I feel so wrecked into pieces like a jigsaw puzzle. Im not into blogging these days, so the no updates. I am in no mood to be productive, feeling lazy, so non-reactive. I feel like running out of blood to pump into my heart and circulate them into my bod so I will continue living. Is this a signal that my doom is about to come?

Really, my level of confidence is running low. Guys, what shall I do?